Kalu Rinpoche Arrives in Vancouver, 1972
Kalu in ‘72 sat still, spoke Tibetan quietly, and I of course didn't understand a word. Exotic melodious sounds filled my body. Translation wove itself in voices and color– Tibetan burgundy, English dark blue; I would wait to hear the voice of Kalu resume. compassion, practice, karma, wisdom, diligence, dharma– words picked up midst the colored ribbons of sound. Dark red robes, small thin body, occasional slight smile on the calm weathered face. The unforgettable face. Who was this I came to see? I had heard a woman say, "Tibetan lama." Walked over, said "Did you say Tibetan lama?" I had never seen one, not this life. She said yes, gave me day, time, address. I would have done anything to go. Evening, small Victorian in Kitsilano near the bay, front room cleared for the visit. Smiles and hush as people entered; soon wall-to-wall people cross-legged on the floor, mala beads of sandalwood, bodhi seed, crystal, softly clicking, clicking. Sitting, waiting. Four years before, college days, university front lawn near the ginkgo tree, golden leaves against the blue of Chico spring sky, three of us, three musketeers, sat. My poet friend asked, "So do you think Tibetan yogis actually, physically, levitate their bodies?" All this was new to us then, the spiritual revolution having not yet hit mainstream America, and certainly had not found me. I didn't know the books yet, had not seen the lamas. The only thing I knew about Tibetan yogis was from Hilton's "Lost Horizon." Years later I heard more, and figured the Tibetan yogis could do just about anything. Bilocating, tumo, melting snow, surface running, conscious reincarnation, dream yoga, rainbow body, all of it. And here was one. Kalu Rinpoche in Vancouver, in my neighborhood. The night was a whirl of burgundy robes, the soft wind of his voice, words of right thought, action, and meditation. Suddenly he was quiet, no more to say. The small but great yogi got up. All rose with him with their three prostrations, bows, rustle of bending clothing. He left the room. Walking home under cool night skies I felt sounds of Tibetan resonate through my body, saw Kalu's face and hands, sensed the blessing. Even the ginkgo tree standing full and tall in Chico, its golden leaves lacing the sky, appeared in the Tibetan tapestry sheltering the walk home. I didn't know then how many times Kalu would appear in dreams of golds and deep reds, that decades later in another city I would echo the ancient bodhisattva vows, Kalu again before the room, even more gaunt now, old thin yogi wrapped in folds of red. I didn't know the tears that would come as I sat by the window and said goodby after hearing the irrevocable news that Kalu had left his lived-out body, that his delicate yet potent presence was now gone from earth this time around.