January,
Driving through Redding Hills
for Crystal
It was so beautiful,
solid white.
Clouds over the east
cleared just enough
for the cone of Mt. Lassen
to ascend.
There it is—
I saw Lassen! she said.
It looks like a cloud
but it's not—
it's Mt. Lassen—
did you see it?
Yes,
I saw it.
Through the trees
as I drove and turned my head
I saw it.
And I saw you,
Crystal Dawn at sixteen,
exclaiming, excited,
touched by that mountain
I grew up with
and carry in my heart.
Has that mountain
become yours too?
Are you, my daughter,
to be a carrier of the mountain too?
Tomorrow perhaps
the north clouds will part
and Shasta will present itself.
What will you say then?